PRAY FROM THE WORLD
Life is not always in good condition. Now I realize that love
was stroking me. It was completely making me absorbing every singles of
beautiesm the sweetness of seduction. I'm
too stiff to realize that the reality are inversely different with the
human child's dream. All plan that beautifully planned are gone, flew without a
result.
This morning I'm still awake, my eyes are not closing at all.
I found myself looking my phone's wallpaper. Someone who was accompanied me for
the last 3 years, in my life routinities, and someone who always giving me strength. A buddy for every
single problems that I've ever had and a distance. A hundred meters of distance
connecting her heart and my heart.
I'm unaware when I
realized that I got up late. I'm
speeding up my steps, chasing the time that I've lost. Passing through
Jakarta's morning traffic. For a long time I never did anything that made me
remember her again. She always late to go to the train to Yogyakarta.
Yogyakarta is her place and today I will meet her.
Yogya isn't friendly
today, 6 hours long haul from Jakarta to Yogya made the sky cloudy. I hope this
is not a bad sign too meet my girlfriend. After out from the Lempuyangan
station, a girl with motorcycle come to me, she is Via, Via is my girlfriend
sister,then we walking together to her place. Suddenly Via's motorcycle
stopped. Not many people went the place that I wanted to come. Just some
people. There are some people who wore black umbrella with straight face, Via
is still quiet too. I started my steps heavily when I reached the gate, my
girlfriend's home gate, her last home,The Grave Yard.
In front of me, my
girlfriend lied quietly, stiffly without any sound. It has been one year since
she left me alone here. That street accident separated our love. With all my
strength I wanted believe that this is dream, but how strong I tried to
believe, the reality is not a dream. I tried to be strong in my effort to made
my girlfriend happy. Tried to sincere in my effort so she will peace in God's
side and tried to be as normal as possible so I used to be normal when making you
my girl. The reality bringing me to the real fact that me and you are never
gonna be one.
Inspired by: Nugroho Yudo Pratomo and Long Distance Relationship Book.